I get excited about the oddest things. This week it has been the impending arrival of my new 14-inch iBook G4. With it I will be able to put together better slideshows, learn video production, and a host of other things I will need without the viruses and malfunctions of a PC. This will be my first time using a MAC since my freshman year in college. I'm a little nervous but two things give me solace; (1) I love my iPod and (2) Once you go MAC you never go back--their users swear by them.
Since the laptop I'm using now is about 5 years old and quickly dying, the iBook has a lot of upgrades I'm interested in; built-in bluetooth; built-in wireless; iLife software, Microsoft for MAC, 6-hour battery life (my current Gateway has NO battery life); and best of all, MACs work! Now I can go to my local Port City Java and sip coffee, write, read, study and cruise the information super highway. Not to mention that I'll be able to put together better, more interesting visuals and videos for teaching classes. The machine will pay for itself in video making and editing alone!
Doesn't that get you excited?
Sure, it doesn't! But I had to tell someone and my wife is sick to death from hearing me talk about it. If this goes well, I can see myself completely switching to Apple products.
So, how about you? What do you think? Is a MAC better than a PC? Tell me what you think.
Friday, August 05, 2005
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
On Being Authentic Part 2
I've recently been everywhere but here (home that is). Summer is just like that, I guess. Anyway, I continue to get comments and e-mails concerning my blog about authenticity a few months ago. There were some GREAT comments. I'm glad the subject struck a cord with so many of you. My hunch is that all of us long for true authenticity, if not in a large group, at least we long to be in relationship with a few people with whom we can be authentic.
It seems to me that our inauthenticity is breed out of fear. Fear that the real 'me' won't be acceptable or loved or valued. We tell ourselves, "If I can be the smart one, the rich one, the funny one, the pretty one, the educated one, the well-dressed one, the iconoclast, the weirdo, or whatever else I choose to be then if people reject me then they are not really rejecting me, they're rejecting the caricature that I project to the world." I suppose that posture is insulating; it protects us. Here's the problem though: We can get lost in that caricature and discover that we don't or never knew ourselves, and/or we find out that we are standing alone in a crowd, which is to say, that no one knows us. I think that would be a terribly lonely feeling--standing alone in a crowd. Maybe this posture insulates us a little too much?
So what can we do to cure our leaning toward inauthenticity?
First, I think we need to discover that we are children of God. That's all we are and all we will ever need to be! All of who we are is wrapped up in God. Only in identifying ourselves as children of God will we be able to let go of life's comparison game and escape arrogance and self-deprecation. We have no other value outside being a child of God, which makes us eternally valuable. It also makes our neighbor--in the sense that Jesus uses the word "neighbor",--eternally valuable as well. How we treat that "neighbor" reflects how we feel about the eternal value God has placed in us. We can't live as children of God and treat ourselves or others the same.
Second, allow people who don't like you to not like you. Trust me, a lot of people don't like me. I'm okay with it! Really. I have decided not to turn my core identity off and on depending on who is in the room. That's not to say we should be brash or abrasive, but rather it is to allow ourselves the freedom of not bowing to everyone's perceptions and opinions (think of what that might do for politicians alone). I remember what former basketball-player, Charles Barkley, said to younger player once. Barkley told him not to worry about the crowds, the fans, and the media because "those people don't love you." How true that is. Many people spend much of their lives dancing for the applause of a bunch of people who don't and won't ever love them. Doesn't it make more sense to live your life performing for the One who does?
Third, we all need a lot more time alone, listening to our deepest desires in quiet. Life is just too loud and too busy! In the quiet, God begins to speak to us, raise up and heal our deepest wounds and tell us who we really are. If you want to know who you really are, spend a few days in the quiet with God and dare ask him to tell you why He made you.
I suspect, if all of us spent the next year just asking God, "Who am I?" then many of our false fronts and inauthenticity might fall away. What do you think?
It seems to me that our inauthenticity is breed out of fear. Fear that the real 'me' won't be acceptable or loved or valued. We tell ourselves, "If I can be the smart one, the rich one, the funny one, the pretty one, the educated one, the well-dressed one, the iconoclast, the weirdo, or whatever else I choose to be then if people reject me then they are not really rejecting me, they're rejecting the caricature that I project to the world." I suppose that posture is insulating; it protects us. Here's the problem though: We can get lost in that caricature and discover that we don't or never knew ourselves, and/or we find out that we are standing alone in a crowd, which is to say, that no one knows us. I think that would be a terribly lonely feeling--standing alone in a crowd. Maybe this posture insulates us a little too much?
So what can we do to cure our leaning toward inauthenticity?
First, I think we need to discover that we are children of God. That's all we are and all we will ever need to be! All of who we are is wrapped up in God. Only in identifying ourselves as children of God will we be able to let go of life's comparison game and escape arrogance and self-deprecation. We have no other value outside being a child of God, which makes us eternally valuable. It also makes our neighbor--in the sense that Jesus uses the word "neighbor",--eternally valuable as well. How we treat that "neighbor" reflects how we feel about the eternal value God has placed in us. We can't live as children of God and treat ourselves or others the same.
Second, allow people who don't like you to not like you. Trust me, a lot of people don't like me. I'm okay with it! Really. I have decided not to turn my core identity off and on depending on who is in the room. That's not to say we should be brash or abrasive, but rather it is to allow ourselves the freedom of not bowing to everyone's perceptions and opinions (think of what that might do for politicians alone). I remember what former basketball-player, Charles Barkley, said to younger player once. Barkley told him not to worry about the crowds, the fans, and the media because "those people don't love you." How true that is. Many people spend much of their lives dancing for the applause of a bunch of people who don't and won't ever love them. Doesn't it make more sense to live your life performing for the One who does?
Third, we all need a lot more time alone, listening to our deepest desires in quiet. Life is just too loud and too busy! In the quiet, God begins to speak to us, raise up and heal our deepest wounds and tell us who we really are. If you want to know who you really are, spend a few days in the quiet with God and dare ask him to tell you why He made you.
I suspect, if all of us spent the next year just asking God, "Who am I?" then many of our false fronts and inauthenticity might fall away. What do you think?
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